✦ FOR A TIME (ECLOSION) ✦

✴ Abject and destitute,
watching unending sibilances
and the eclosion of an
ilking, rivering sorrow.

⊶ Watching myself from afar
prostrated and grieving.
Resplending in my own tragedy,
wrapped in quiet providence.

✺ Clarity.

❋ For a time,
heaven lived in your arms…
warm yellow tallow
washing into me—

✺ I would crawl inside your ribs
and you were my Heavenplace.

dripping
slipping
waveforms clipping
iterations of myself
ripping.

✸ Now I'm like leaves against grey.

❋ Damp earth,
silent, and suffocating.
English ivy twists intimately
between our fingers.
And bramble binding our hearts…

✶ I’m following fake colorpaths…
lost in grey anhedonia.
Life is suffer.

✪ There’s something
I want to keep
between us…

It isn't me that I hate;
It’s this world…
I don’t want to be here.

✶ We weren't meant to find purpose
in a meaningless place.

⌾ I'm so sorry mí vía láctea,
lo siento…
no puedo-

Grey skies blur to
nothing and neverness
Never enough, never enough…

Lo siento…
no puedo ser suficiente.

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